A great day Indeed

So yesterday I awoke feeling better and fresher both mentally and physically. I decided with this new found strength I would start this blog and it served it's purpose and I was happy to have released some things. Well little did I know that it was to be short lived for later in the day I was to learn the night before my character had been completely and utterly assassinated the night before. For those of  you who know me you are probably thinking that I flipped out  but to your surprise and mine I didn't.  Was I upset yes. Did I want to retaliate...Yes. But I found my strength, my peace in the most unlikely of places...My Father. When I arrive at his home he knew immediately that something was weighing heavy on me. Knowing me instead of press me he suggested that we do something that would allow me to relax, he took me to the gym. During our time in the gym we did our thing, discussed life and just enjoyed eachother something I don't think we've done for some time. It amazes me that even though my father knew nothing of the situation everything he said tied into it . When we returned to his home myand his first LOVE the CUBS were on television having an preseason game with the sox. As we sat there yelling at the tele I realized that how much alike we are and I also realized that no matter WHAT we have eachothers back. Sooo with that said despite the acts of the prior night and my anger of learning of it the next day yesterday was a great day indeed.

Not bad

I'm leaving my exam and things weren't as bad as I had feared. I felt
very comfortable with everything and I'm guessing the subconscious
stepped in and saved my ass on this one. I'll know for sure one the
grades are posted sooooo wish me luck . Thanks

Nervous

Im sooooo nervous right now as I do some last minute cramming for a
Gross anatomy exam I have in about an hour. I've been so busy sulking
as of late that I didn't prepare for this as I would have under normal
circumstances. However im hopin that once it comes time to perform that
my subconscious will take over and all will be well. Lets hope so....

Don't Give Up On Me Yet

Well it is isn't often that the urge hits me to write and express myself in this medium but there are quite a few rarities happening in my life right now. As of late I have been tried quite a bit in my personal and family life, I'm not sure rather or not im handling the situation correctly or not but I am handling it the only way I know how. Before anyone continues to read any further expecting these great details YOU can STOP HERE!!!! I am a very very personal person and these wounds that I have now are still too fresh for me to be willing to expose them freely. Since I've been going through this I have been kind of like an injured snell hiding away in my shell until I have the strength to continue on my journey. During this time I have turned away all of my friends and most of my family. This short blog is for those who I have shut out its just too say don't give up on me yet.  I know there are times that even when I'm at full strength im hard to deal with due to my warped and somewhat twisted outlook on certain things but there also are the many laughs the come due to that outlook. Also I ask you to ask yourself  "Would David Simply walk away and leave me"? There have been so many to quickly say that they are done with it and thats fine that is your choice. Just remember that over the years there have been times that you yourself have been injured and not only have I stood outside your shell but I forced my way in and aided in your healing and continued on the journey along side you. For those of you who simply offer prayer and support Thank You I love you for it. For those of you who say that you're done I have enjoyed the time that we have traveled together and If it is meant to be our roads will lead us back to eachother.